Pedestrians passing through the French windows, looking at me strangely. A glimpse of his eyes, stepped forward to serve students, hesitant on whether to ask
me what came up. I quickly wiped away the tears, and went out. Different with the dark shop, shop sunny. But even the most sunshine also drive the haze that
lingers in my heart.
I do about it. Home, I go back do not want to go back. Squatting on the corner like a while, I decided to go to my friend Lily that. "Idea that day, military
force in 1:00." The purpose is why friends, now is the time to come in handy.
When I look in Lily swelling of the door, she was scared of the big jump. "What happened? Fast, come on in and sit down." I looked at her not to speak,
rushed to a burst of fierce cry. Her body stiff, do not ask anything, gently stroking my back as a consolation. Chouchouyeye to cry about two hours or so, I
stopped. Then stop, it is necessary dehydrated. "What happened in the end." I took the jasmine tea, "he derailed." Lily frowned, sat up and said, "Who? Zheng
Yu?" (Zheng Yu is my husband's name) "Yes, today I home to see, to see the two of them ... "smoking -. "Actually will happen." Lily disbelief. "I did not
expect." I smile to come back to her. "So then, how you going to do?" Lily asked, a look of concern. "Do not know now my brain chaos, I can here a few days
it?" "Of course. Who we were who points you to a few days will do." "I want to sleep about now. Tired . "I feel good tired, a good tired, as if suddenly the
power of the body have been pumped up. "Yes, I went to quilt shops, etc. will, you have good rest." Lily stood up to the bedroom. I am very fortunate to have
this friend Lily. Soon, Lily on Puwan, I dove into the nice and warm quilt, not even the struggle was soon asleep.
So I woke up, the outside is dark up. Hungry. This is my only feeling. From the morning onwards, I did not eat. Now hungry disaster. This is to see Lily
pushed open the door, holding hands to eat. "I thought this time you should wake up soon, is really the case. Hungry, and I have hot heat, eat." "... Thank
you ... eat ... good!" I devour with, slurred speech, said. Seven minutes, I solved all the meals. "Well, slept their fill, eat, and now is that what you
think it." Lily sat down in the end of the bed. I look out the window, silent. "... You know I have a feeling over the top." "So are you going to blow, and
divorce?" Lily clear understanding of the Road. I nodded slightly. "You ..." Lily paused, but finally did not say anything, "Do not regret to do."
Regret? I do not know will not regret it.
Sat for a while, I do not know what to do. Out of cell phone, turn. Full of text messages and phone. I do not want to see, do not want to know. Since the
facts have been made, what language to use? At this time, mobile phone "buzzing -" shake up. I subconsciously looked at numbers, he. Bother him. Persistently
ringing phone. I pressed the reject button, simply off the machine.New look for work is not such a smug, reduce all the requirements of hope in such a city
to find a place where you can only put their own, but can not so do not resist, because the hard life of pressing their chance to even breathe no. Do not
know the impact of their own in the end was only dismissed because of unacceptable or difficult to maintain hard. Need money, Xin Ting who need money so
incredible.
Shi Xiaojie on the fly to give emily H City of aircraft hit the last call, then off the machine, looked up and saw a move where he came to Xin Ting, hand
clutch the name she calls, "I have on the plane the "she said, had a quite a while and then said:" You say, "do not know then what the phone said, Ting Xin
where the expression instantly changed, his face pale, lost all color, her body obviously trembling, haggard eyes, suddenly there is no focus, she stood
quietly, it seems too long to hear her trembling voice: "Well, hung up."
But she turned off her cell phone even know what to do together, Shi Xiaojie look at her own, but it seems did not recognize sitting opposite her is just too
soon to dismiss her boss, Xin-ting to sit down to where the package on the legs, body trembling, Shi Xiaojie wanted to ask her how, and what happened yet,
Xin Ting who also seems to react is sitting across from Shi Xiaojie, her efforts to open his mouth, seems to want to say hello, or maybe just want to laugh
about But do not, but she caught a sense of men's clothes chest, one hand over his face.
No sound, very quiet, slowly sobbing sound pop out from her fingers, tears trickling from between the fingers a little bit to. Because the clothes seem to
grasp the hand grasping the exceptionally tight and pale, the sound is no longer sobbing, into a hoarse wail, all eyes glanced sitting opposite Shi Xiaojie
Until the airplane, Shi Xiaojie also been with the Sim who ting behind, seems to be afraid of her accident, but also seems to be all this is because he
dismissed her only place, Xin where Ting has never speak, out of the airport door she stood in the street there is no response, no call rental, suddenly at a
loss for Shi Xiaojie look very guilty.
Thus stood not long, Xin-ting where the phone rang, "Well, I went to" hang up the phone, where Ting Xin come back to Shi Xiaojie said: "You pick the right
car."
All the way without words, so look Xin Shi Xiaojie Ting slumped where it did not face, pale face, no prayer, her eyes would suddenly become very helpless,
helpless like who stole the pocket sugar.
H is slowly entering the city psychiatric hospital. Ting out of the car back to where Xin Shi Xiaojie look long, his lips point, paused, did not say what the
final rush ran into the hospital.
Shi Xiaojie meet again when Xin Ting who have all returned to the N City, when late at night, Shi Xiaojie from the company came out parked on the roadside
stalls to buy water, see the sitting area where the night market stalls to drink Xin Ting on her a who seems to be drunk, holding bottles sitting there
staring blankly. Very poor quality wine, her face red drink, drank a raised hand, ineffectively, face unbearable face, she obviously would not drink.
Shi Xiaojie leaning against the car, looked at her a drink a bottle of wine.
Xin Ting uncle who actually find her first day, Shi Xiaojie in the parking lot just from the software department to take emily file. He has long seen the
other middle-aged men in the car, he called the girl "Ting Ting." Xin Ting who wear very simple, monotonous short-sleeved, white no color, plug in the big
cities will be submerged in the crowd can not see, and a look of calm, look it feels worldly children. But when her face looked surprised when the middle-
aged man, but a trace of imperceptible eyes cold and tired, it's extraordinary and emerging face different person.
Must be a subtlety deep, and this is Shi Xiaojie impression of her.
Meeting that day, Xin Ting who opened the door, Shi Xiaojie on a recognized this because of money problems and do not want to pay medical expenses for the
father of a woman. Shi Xiaojie hate such people, lack of filial piety, there is no concept of time.
Xin Ting chase in the office where the door begging for Shi Xiaojie very unexpected, are still a shameless people?
But when that money go there, where Xin Ting's face like a hammer, hammer, broken Shi Xiaojie all judgments.
Did not explain, but face the disdain with anger, running for the door, his face pale to Shi Xiaojie very guilty.
Xin Shi Xiaojie always will meet after all-ting, she rented a house in the office next to the Tian Shan Shi Xiaojie Terrace, with her boyfriend out, calm
face, always with a smile, courtesy, humility; no one accompanied the time a face quiet.
In fact, when at the mall, where Ting Xin Shi Xiaojie see, and she was very quiet feeling just bought the clothes, his face the joy, knowing smile. Even
passing, she was passing Shi Xiaojie, have not noticed, Shi Xiaojie heard her boyfriend, said: "Is it the thought of my sister," when the heart is touched
with the deepest corner, that is buried deep in the deep guilt: how could she be a father who disregard it.
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