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He has been a very depressed youngest, because his son.

He youngest of two daughters and a son, daughter and daughter are married and have a child, not to mention living with the rich, but still happy. This is the only son still at the entrance of the line between life struggling.

In fact, there is nothing to say and look bad in places, but where the youngest is still extremely depressed. Son has to get the job again, fifty years old, he fell into endless anguish. He can be considered a little village where the identity of people, because early read some books, a young man still in the local newspaper published twelve articles, so, for this is still relatively closed village, he still is a intellectuals, for the illiterate and a half bucket of farmer, he is simply the spiritual leader.

Can not blame the son for the past two years are stuck on what the youngest, before he walked in the village are upright, looked straight ahead. Now basically hurried down, for fear that others greetings. Although the village does not make fun of people, but on his own face embarrassing, he sometimes wanted to rush to this bastard a few large Ergua Zi, can always Xia Buqu hand.

In fact, most could not understand what the youngest, is the son not only get the job, but actually have to repeat the exam after two years. As the saying goes, Shibuguosan, where the youngest has been determined, this book, simply do not read it!

He Chuan know the message is in the evening after a hot. After a busy day for people eating dinner in front of their own shade, and some move a small stool, and some sat on the floor laid directly a sack. Men relish Zazhao cheap cigarettes, women thirty-five Minato chatting with a bunch of news occurred in the village, children chasing each other with the door, the dog happily Xianggang full moon.

Once on shore, just to help the family wheat Ho Chuan was sitting in front of the mound, journeying, looking at children's play, like a mentally handicapped as a half-mouthed, grinning.

"Sichuan baby, your dad told you." This is He Chuan mother's voice. The loess as simple as a woman, is the home of more than half of the sky. Although she usually do not express too many opinions, but in front of the big things, ideas usually come from her. Obviously, the idea of ??dropping out of school so that He Chuan, He has not told her youngest.

"Oh, I see."

He Chuan recent feelings can be imagined, guilt and fear filled his mind. Since the known results of the day, his father and he had to say no more than ten, the family sit together to eat each time has been what the mother said in that East West, father and son always eat in silence, quietly walked away.

He Chuanhuai the disturbed feelings, into the never ending, never ending just north of where the youngest is sitting in the direction of the wooden chair, thoughtfully smoking a marine. The never ending made him confused foul.explicable, and I hope that he hated me, I hope he tired of me, then leave me, worry me. So I spoke up: "Lee forgot! What are you doing? You are hurting me." Was actually crying with sound.

He seems scared to, he slowly turned around, release the hand grip my wrist. He then looked at me stupidly red wrist child, stood there. I know he was react just some out of control, I want to: take advantage of now, let him hate me, since for me not to bother. I heard his voice with a cry shouted: "Lee is an ass forget you! What track you go Oh? You think you are? You tube I do, do not I have my mother, my father and regardless of me, you is I who I am? you open refugee shelters ah? "

He was really angry, "Yes! I just get enough support, I dry all day long all right, we like with the edges of the transfer after your ass." At this time, the roadside pedestrians have eyebrows to look at us I feel, but I do not want to bother, I did not have to pay attention to those outsiders and so on.

"You finally understand! You brisk walking, ah, you still standing here?"

"Of course I will go, you thought I was thin tube you ah you are right, I'm not who you, I have no right under no obligation to control you, you are under no obligation on management to a more man you got drunk it!" And then He turned, and then I looked up, saw the white Yu.

I love the boys, standing across the street, then silently looked at me funny on the show, my panic with his relatively cold, defeat! He does not seem to see me, he stared at Lee forgot, upturned mouth, laugh contemptuously. I do not see Lee forgot to face, but I know that some ugly. Yu Bai and Li met since been forgotten from the state in a hostile, Lee forgotten the reason for his hostility from me, and Yu white? I do not know.

I felt very sad, because this is not seen Yu white, but because Lee forgot. He stood beside me, blocking everything for me would hurt me, I intend to hurt people and things, from never to retreat. I can not help, and finally obsessed with crying. He then approached me, I know I have not seen him ask Yu white, but that moment, Yu white is not important. I told him, "Ah forget brother, he then pulled me into the heart, I apologize in his arms.

All along, I never forget that day, I began to realize that I have a family, he was named Li forget, like my big brother waited at my side, I love him.

2002 Winter, New Year's Eve, I feel a deep sense of loneliness and helplessness. You know, the last so many years, I was such a person - accompanied his father back to Yunnan Song aunt home, I stay in Chengdu. I am alone but not lonely, I am quiet but not lonely, even if reluctantly, not helpless. But this year, I wrapped in blankets, eating instant noodles, drinking cold orange juice. Tears fell into the bowl, no sound, perhaps because I feel too quiet, then "wow" and cry out loud, finally getting into a crying, angry voice in the empty suite with no echoes, the more speech more intense.

No one knows how I, and I do not know. I have no mother, no full house, the father did not complete, there is no New Year's gift, no I have not had dinner ,,,,,, Yu white!

People like this, can not properly before, but they can not stand to be lost then. I am no exception, Yu white ah, how do you not understand? I need you, ah!

I am beginning to end is kept, I do not know why, how he so? A lot of things between him and I do not understand I want, I do not bother to think about, anyway, and do not want to, the outcome has been fixed. At the time I do not know, I struggle with the Yu-white has not really started. Summer burning, ah, after the edges are still uncomfortable thing too!

Lee forgot my piercing cry when the door of my house sounded the children. Who knows what I am feeling it was, - when I find that when I have nothing, so a man, he sat for a long car, the wind in the cold for so long way to go, his face purple with cold purple, before the door was still Kazakh gas. Then I burst into tears behind the door into his cold embrace of arms, tell me, Ranran, cry, A forgotten brother in it! So, I cried more violent.

"Come on, New Year back home. My mom, if you do not, I will not go home."

I thought a move, his eyes still tears, looked up, he quipped children. "A forgotten brother, your mother would like me to give you as a young married woman."

He put his hand poke my head, "you are so do not worry young married woman, I can not!"

When I finally found the satisfaction I followed him back to the place of birth, his mother's bustling eating the food, and my heart is full of desolate. That night, I lay on his bed, he slept on the sofa, I Yiyewumian.

I've been suspect, Lee forgotten is not like me. But every time the answer is no. He treated me like a sister, I really could not find He likes me but do not tell me the reason. He has stood by my side, but I do not feel that their loved ones Apart from a concern that a stable outside of the feelings. He loved me, as I love him the same. I think, so we have white-haired, I will occasionally losing his temper, he will forgive me so little patience. I can be in front of him losing his temper, as long as I told him, A forgotten brother. He will forgive me, I am tolerant, this is family!