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I can not figure this world half-truths of love, but also extremely similar exclusion of "responsibility" "obligations" of the word, they are alive to the best of human emotions locked into the cage, showing the iron play. As everyone knows, prison inmates are already bad, stink. What can I expect?

- In with the Los

"She came ... ah ..." Licheng Chen suburbs an orphanage parlor dean in his office, slowly sip her tea, she will be pushed to the stack of photos across the young lady, light said, "It is a very unusual afternoon I and a few old nun sitting in a large orphanage door chat, the way to enjoy the scenery on the nearby roads, you should know that we spend the day like this young age, the children were in The jujube tree play dates yard scramble. is a sharp-eyed Lisa nun saw her first. "

Lisa sitting president the right hand side of the nuns lost in sigh, she gave the children a bedtime story about used to it, no matter what is said in a confusing tone, she told Shen revealed in this tone: "She was wearing old but clean clothes, standing under a tree across the road from the Indus to see to our welfare. probably in the yard to attract a lively scene, she did not leave a long time. But when she came to us when crossing the road I noticed a hint of something wrong and sure enough, she stood outside the gate call us and we initially thought it was a lost child, asked her home address, who knows she asked, 'you can live here again to find Mom and Dad? that I can live down? 'everyone dumbfounded of which the sake of the children leave the orphanage every day crying, someone will take the initiative to actually recruited, but only four and a half or a child in any case, accompanied ! "

Sister Lisa and her exaggerated tone in speaking with my story, as if I was a strange child. This time, they found hiding in the president who will not listen, I glimpse outside the office, because they have to put all energy into convincing the young women walk away with a child on here. As long as there is Lisa, and everyone will want to adopt me. Though Lisa never speak in front of guests ill of me, she just said something I have done and things do not match the actual age. This so come feel I am a mature, hard to close the child, had wanted to adopt my idea would be dispelled. My heart secretly annoyed her, but does not openly show hate her --- from her eyes can see, she is like me.

Table that stack of photo should be according to my life, I do not know when being photographed. Welfare of all people know that I do not like to take pictures. In that hole, I almost vain to find the lens, I really laugh. What should be happy for? Exposing eight teeth must be how insincere smile ah!

Well, after Lisa is to say, who called the young lady, Shen Lu will be the focus shifted to the other kids had. I glimpse the end of my listening, reading back to the room, or sleep. I was the toilet on the grounds, are being cheated of my bed Sister Lena, can not leave for too long.

"This child, a person actually came Welfare, requested stay?" I heard Shen Lu to continue to expand the marvel of tone with me about the topic. Taken to the feet in the air pause for a moment and then come back.

"That's her parents? Family background it?" Shen Lu eagerly asked, it seems to me of great interest.

Old Dean and other difficult to nuns looked at each other, said: "We are very sorry, not found a shred of information about her, she does not know the names of their parents, or she did not want to say. In short, after our previous After spending a year's time, did not find out any information to prove her identity. In fact, our hearts have a consistent guess --- she was her mother secretly born, is a social recognition is not the children. "

Not socially recognized children. How much I do not want to hear such words, can at this moment, I really heard of.

I can remember began two years old. Years later, I asked many people, they say things that do not remember two years old, even before the old memories are fuzzy. As for why I remember so long and strong, in others it seems almost inconceivable. The first person I remember is a face creases of the old lady. In accordance with the provisions of the ethics generational world, she is my grandmother. But I never had the opportunity called her, she is not allowed. I stagger toddler, she just picked up my cradle, on the ground, and then turn a blind eye, and often stopping to pull up old lady neighbor Yao family gossip. I tried to use the weak arm stays on the bench, not daring to move, afraid to fall."Really?" Meng Some do not believe, "If, as you say, then why do I do now or nothing?"

"Ha ha ha ha ... ... ... ..." the old man smiles, hearty laughter, did not seem to have been asked to live like that, "Good question ..." to calm him a bit, then said: "Whether you have a dream, she is there; but she will not take the initiative to come to you, she is waiting for you to find her! dreams like a reserved woman, not worldly, to find her, have experienced some sad not! "he looked Meng, being listened quietly, "You know, Man proposes, God disposes! you must take the initiative! worlds, mortal beings, the achievements of people will take the initiative to fight, leaving only those safety the status quo of mediocrity! Of course, you have a dream now that awareness has been very good; Next, the Dream is a sad journey, the key to see you dare to try! possible, you have to pay a lot of costs, health, emotional, and even your life ... ... ... ... "

Meng sat there, eyes looking at the front of the square, the square has not been tempted by anything; old man said he would like, then, that makes sense.

"Do not complain, not to regret, not to deny themselves, and not negligent air, do not hate ... ... always remember, if you insist, it must be the result!" Mr. Meng did not understand fear, but also inspired him to speak, said finish, a turn solemn expression, smiled and said, "I can help you see palmistry it!"

Meng recovered, nodded his head. He held out his left hand, handed the old man in front.

The old man took out his pocket eyes, skillfully put to, hold Meng hand, lying in the above study it carefully.

Meng looked amused, he believes the elderly should do scientists, his glasses are definitely better than the microscope is also accurate.

"Oh ... you that palmistry is very strange ..." old man said with a smile, as if Meng also want to open a joke, "you see the lifeblood of your business line ... ... ... ... ... ... love line," he refers to Meng view, "how could this ... I saw decades of palmistry, and have never seen such a palmistry ... ... turned out to be parallel to three lines ..." Then the old man shook his head, "I see, you this hand What is not on the lifeline of business lines, love lines ... ... simply called 'zebra' got ... ... "Then he laughed.

Meng is amused, he asked the old gentleman, "that you are on a zebra crossing from me, can see the point of anything? Is good or bad?"

The old man laughed for a while, stopped and said, "There is nothing good or bad. Do not represent the meaning of each line, each person's lines are not the same, but nothing that a person has a way of life."

Meng nodded, "That you help me read about it soon! My life is like?"

Old and lie up, careful study. Just listen to his side of the study, while whispered some strange words, the right hand fingers to pinch pinch are kept to. Do not want to be unworthy of "fortune telling" signs, have to pinch to count.

Several minutes later, he finally looked up, looked blankly Meng. From his face, do not see like a worry. Meng with a puzzled look at him, wanted to know in the end how it was.

The old man paused several times, I do not know is afraid of its own calculation of the wrong hands or from Meng see any clues ... ...

"How?" Meng looked at the elderly, a smile, "said all right, good or bad is it, I do not personally it!"

"Do not really personally?" Meng repeat the words of the elderly.

Meng hesitated, I do not know Kat is fierce, he also said that bad, but he nodded.

"Rare as optimistic as you!" The old man said, "Then I said the ..." I saw him off his glasses, back into the pocket, said: "Your career is very successful, because you go in the wrong on the road, will not have results from your online business can be seen, you should have had a good future, but cut off the middle, I do not know, is you give up, or for other Why ... "

Meng listened, his face immediately becomes gloomy, like a wolf in the ice sheet, sitting on Yukino in, staring straight ahead, motionless. The only moving, and his eyes, round and round inside a rainy springs, To smoke, but not out in the the occasion of a mass of images appear in the springs into ... ...

"Two years ago the University on the half ... ... ... ... I give up ..." Meng stare, Youde said, his face appeared out of happiness, freedom, serenity and painful, and look of remorse. At the moment, he is transported back in time two years ago ... ...