She remembers when she was born, is this weather. At first just dusk, gloomy sky snow flakes several flower, and then rolling in the wind blown snow flying, hovering in the narrow side of her family porch. Or as usual to his mother bought food, rush back in time, warmth from her body to spill out, she was very surprised.
Mother leaning against the window leaning against the bed, through the windows, watching the snow in strong winds billow, swing, slowly fall to the ground. The weather has been very dark, distant near sporadically lit the lamp, she listened to the voice of Xuela to the ground like a newborn baby fell on the sanctity of human moment, quiet. In light of the albedo, the window light on those bare branches of a layer of snow sparkling crystal luminosity. Next came "News Network" the familiar melody, has seven, and she recovered from morning to now she has moved in here against the mother in the waiting father.
She heard the familiar sound of the door of a moment in the evening finally rang, a thin man went to bed, take off the side of the already filthy clothes, while Couguo face is: "how does it turn on the lights ? "
When he opened the house to illuminate every corner of the light, he found her sitting on the edge of the bed, head bowed, his hands clutching the sheets. Her face and hair like snow that filled themselves in the same pale light.
"How is it? Cloud Alexandra." He looked at her face some nervously.
"Yan Ming, I am afraid to be born. I'm going to the hospital." Said the mother looked up, her hair loose, a guilt hair drawn to the mouth, her hands consciously straining to hold the high uplift of the abdomen, his mouth issued deep groan burst of heavy, his face distorted by pain and facial expressions in this dark corner of the Li Sese tremble.
Yi Yan Ming's mind churned, feeling the excitement and fear as the waves swept under the impact of the foam as the body. He really know what to do, but added that he told his wife very quiet, the closet of the big bag out, pick up a few change of clothes and some items to use, these important things he did when he felt that numbness, although the long-awaited, still feel things come as a surprise.
He dined hastily, told the news of his father living next door to his father to the hospital to get hold of scooters, this requirement did not make his father refused, but also actively to do so. Snow has been slowly descended. Mother had put the pieces of the green jacket, jacket buttons did not buckle, loose, hanging on her waist. When she quickly went to the door, when another round of pain hit, she holds his hand, the strength of the strong to let him feel his fingers are clenched crushed.
Car was stopped at the door, he boldly into the snow, holding a wooden shovel the snow clean-up scooters above, saw scattered snow swirling around the leg he lost in the soft white Xuehai in. Did not have time to land in the new snow to the above, he will be a very clean cloth to wipe the board clean car that was washed surface of the snow, the cold winter wind the name of his cheek, he went into the house, hold out quilt shops in the just-paved linen top. Baiyun Shan leaning against the door, his arms supporting his forehead. At that moment, he knew she suffered great pain.
This is very common in the rural road scene scene: a young man pulled in front of two dray help handle very difficult to move forward, the back side of a two elderly people to push the car the woman was wrapped blankets tightly, the painful wail issued from time to time. Snow continued quietly in the darkness falling behind in the house hidden in the snow, like a lantern in the dark streets as a faint flicker of light. In this long and bleak, muddy road, snow, cold wind whistling breath beat the pedestrians on the cheek, Xueluowusheng, but left behind a string of step traces of snow, farther footprints have been filled with new snow, not a trace.
Yi Yan Ming beat the snow floating in the body, sitting on a bench outside the ward. Corridor in the dim light, according to surprise and confusion in people's eyes cross a soft light, just as the snow outside the window is generally bright and carefully through the human heart. White snow continued falling, his mind filled with the excitement and serenity so that he can not remember the weight of the body at this time for him to bring tension and depression. At this moment, his life seems to stray residual chapter put together into a complete own style, past hurt, disappointment, anxiety and makes each moment, and many unknown secrets behind the unrest, were this layer layer of soft snow covered. At this time, the hospital in a quiet, uneasy feelings with everyone standing in front of obstetrics and gynecology. Until the stairs in waves of rapid footsteps creaking under, breaking the silence, all eyes gathered to that door where.That day, and I kicked burning summer. December 25, Christmas Day, Wednesday. Fight because I follow her. In fact, I is not intentional, but occasionally heard someone mention her, said he saw her sitting on a ladder square drinking beer. Summer school boys burning the eyes of that time is the perfect lover, many people talk about her, so she would hear someone mention drink in the square thing.
That day, I sent her on the bus as usual, and then play with the back of the bus. She had to take a seven point road will be home, but she was the third stop on the train. I followed behind her, watching her into the supermarket, and then put out a canned beverage. Moment of anger and distressed my mind occupied, I rushed to grab her, grabbed her hand bag and pulled her away. I know her heart is fit, and she loves Yu white. However, I can not stand her hurt themselves. I would prefer her to cry, she would prefer downtown, but do not want her to put a smile, and then torture yourself.
"Li forget! What are you doing? You hurting me." Burning down low voice behind him came the summer, I was surprised, I know, she cried. I turned around, release the hand grip her wrist, damn, I was too hard, and put her hand Dunong red. I am suddenly a bit overwhelmed, it then stood there. Previous anger is long gone, leaving distressed and unwilling, but at a loss.
Solidification time, light and air flow sound disappeared, only summer burning ears sweet voice, with a little crying sound, a bit hoarse. "Li forget you is an ass! What track you go Oh? You think you are? You tube I do, do not I have my mother, my father no matter I am, you are my who I am? You open refugee reception The, ah? "
"Yes! I just get enough support, I dry all day long all right, we like with the edges of the turn after your ass." I do not know where to anger, a few words without thinking about it spit out. Street, pedestrians have eyebrows start to see us, but I had road map.
"You finally understand! You brisk walking, ah, you still standing here?" Summer seems to have been noticed around the fuel filled the awkward atmosphere, almost hysterical me to go.
"Of course I will go, you thought I was thin tube you ah you are right, I'm not who you, I have no right under no obligation to control you, you are under no obligation on management to a more man you got drunk!" I Having turned to want to go, but see Yu white across the street, then he stood there blankly, turning to see me, he almost contemptuous hook the hook mouth, and then step away without nostalgia.
I instantly felt a cold, I'm afraid, afraid of burning summer also saw this scene. I almost turned around slowly, then bowed his head to see the summer burning is squatting on the ground, tears off the flip-down, wet the small dust on the ground. I was surprised, do the really saw? Pedestrians approached her to start, I came to help him up her panic, she refused to get up ton of bricks. For a moment, she spoke. "A forgotten brother." She called me, the sound soft. I know, she blinked. I embrace her in my arms, she was bored in my arms, growled, said: "I'm sorry, I am happy, I did not mean you should the college entrance examination, are not single-minded in my body, you now sitting in the classroom review, but I stand here because I have no mother, father did not care about me, only you, and I am only you, you do not spoil me, take me spoiled. "
I took her, wipe her eyes of tears, to ask her just have not seen Yu white, but I do not know how to open. "Since you know I'm going to college entrance, and you let it worry the province, do not do that anymore." I took the bag, wanted to teach her not drinking like it was stuck in the throat instantaneous. Bag lying quiet a can of Sprite and two cans of Coke.
"How?" She asked me.
"Do you drink three cans a person?"
"Xiasha like Sprite ah! This is to buy for her."
"Oh."
Coke burning summer opened the pull ring, handed it to my mouth next, we walked to speak, I did not mention Yu white, summer burning is also useful tacit understanding. I send her on the bus, asked her not to trouble little patience, children go home early. She laughed my long-winded, but still obediently got on.
That night, I did not go back to school. I sat in the corner square on the ladder, watching the young girls took the boy to send Christmas gift, smile bright. That is, at that time, I saw Guotong Tong. Girl wearing a pale unlined, in the crowd out of tune. Her hair was loose, with the light brown, thin collar exposing her slender collarbone, facial features looks so fragile. Obese men trailing behind her, her efforts to get rid of each other, but to no avail. Eventually, she came to sit in the corner of me. "Help out please? Say you are my guest."
I was ignorant, I could react, "guests" meaning of the word, the man had gone over. I have not had time to make any response, the girl would pull my hand in my face and kissed. Then came a man, sly stare the stare me. "Can not see ah, today's students really simple." I then noticed him in school uniforms. Man held out his hand. "First to pay 100."
"Dad, I will close, and you do not like."
"You white people to sleep ah? Troop that you told me to go there." Said a man pulled the girl should go.
"No, do not." Camel to see her help to me, that moment I remembered my mother died that day burning summer, summer to see my eyes burning. Inexplicable, I was very upset, I pulled the girl from his pocket and took out fifty yuan gave the man. He was facing the street according to the picture, seems to experience authenticity, and then walk away.
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